I Want.......

in an unknown place deep down inside i want to run i want to hide i want to cry i want to scream i want to wake up from this decieving dream i want to be swallowed by a dark swirling sea i want to be happy i want to be free i dont know what i want i just wanna be a message or a letter proclaiming someones love a dove or an eagle looking down from above i want to smile up at the sky i want true love but i dont know why i want someones arms embracing my fall to be hugged and cared for like a childs first doll i want to be happy i want to be free i dont know what i want i just wanna be a rose or a tulip blooming in the sun a diamond or a pearl precious to everyone i wanna make a castle deep in the sand i want someone to be there holding my hand i wanna be warm never again to feel cold i wanna live my life without having to be told i want to be happy i want to be free now i know what i want i just wanna be me