I feel like
Everyone’s lying to me
Thinking they’re protecting me
They don’t want to push me away
Let me get hurt please
They don’t want to push me over the edge
Please just let me fall quickly
And they don’t realize 
How much worse it is
Later when I find out,
When I don’t know who to trust
Just so confused
And doing all the wrong things
As I’m trying to find my way on my own
I need you to guide me 
And I’m burning up in all these thoughts
That were too hot to touch before
And I am consumed with animosity
And realization that I don’t know anything
About you or this or what you’re thinking
I just want to fall asleep
Not wakeup until this is a lost memory
And I’m beside the only one
That’s learning what I really need