The Loss

i am deeply saddend
by what was tragically lost
why did this happen
what was the cost
i hate that shit happened
on the drop of a dime
i dont think it is right
i dont think it was time
i should've made the last visit
just to say goodbye
i never made the last visit
now i want to die
he was always there
thoughout the many years
through joyous laughter
and deep blue tears
now its over
now he is gone
maybe after some time
i can move on