Unsure...

You told me those things, i believed they were true, But now i sit here and i don't know what to do. Were all those things that you said all a joke, all a lie? All the things that you did to help me get by? There's doubt in my mind that i don't want to be there, Doubt that i don't understand, it's too much to bear. Maybe i'm falling into the trap he's created, To push me away, the actions dictated. I wished you were mine, but that thought is gone, Along with your kindness and your glorious song. I now sit alone, trying to put the past far behind, But the tears form slowly at the thoughts in my mind. You lied to me once, again and again, And I believed all you said, you were my very best friend. You gave me a reason, I’ll live that till death, Till I’m laying alone, drawing my very last breath. I loved you once, and I’ll love you still, But it’s all over now, it’s a lie…isn’t it Will?