I Knew

The first time Spontaneous Unexpected Fast, so fast I didn't see it coming, but you'd soon take part of me I didn't know I'd be in love The autumn night was curious when you told her you had Tripped I felt guilty I couldn't see We ran in giant circles In each others heads But everything was left unsaid Up north In the night In the dark In the cold In the empty parking lot of a small town supermarket I knew I was in love The winter night was warm when My heart burned for you Yearned for you Standing in a circle I could see everyone's face I felt welcome in that place Downtown City lights Third floor The first time we made a move And didn't hold back I knew I was in love And sitting in a circle Playing cards on the wooden floors Everyone drank a little more The two of us weren't sober when We finally put it on display I wish it hadn't been that way But never had I felt so real I never knew that I could feel Like the weather didn't matter But ultimately I'd been battered And broken into bits Something went wrong But I don't know when So I blame myself And I hate myself again All the time I question Wonder what could've been If the tracks hadn't twisted And I hate myself again I still love you And for it I hate myself again