The first time
Spontaneous
Unexpected
Fast, so fast
I didn't see it coming, but you'd soon take part of me

I didn't know I'd be in love

The autumn night was curious when you told her you had
Tripped
I felt guilty
I couldn't see

We ran in giant circles
In each others heads
But everything was left unsaid

Up north
In the night
In the dark
In the cold
In the empty parking lot of a small town supermarket

I knew I was in love

The winter night was warm when
My heart burned for you
Yearned for you

Standing in a circle
I could see everyone's face
I felt welcome in that place

Downtown
City lights
Third floor
The first time we made a move
And didn't hold back

I knew I was in love

And sitting in a circle
Playing cards on the wooden floors
Everyone drank a little more

The two of us weren't sober when 
We finally put it on display
I wish it hadn't been that way

But never had I felt so real
I never knew that I could feel
Like the weather didn't matter
But ultimately I'd been battered

And broken into bits

Something went wrong
But I don't know when
So I blame myself
And I hate myself again

All the time I question
Wonder what could've been
If the tracks hadn't twisted
And I hate myself again

I still love you
And for it I hate myself again