the torn emotion

you don't like me like that you think i did it on purpose you think i played you you were pushed away you went to the party with all your friends you got drunk you thought you'd pretend you didn't want this of that I'm sure you and your friend your lie was poor whats the worst way to lose you V? to be told the day after whos the worst guy to lose it to? the guy you don't even no it took a week to tell me as if your proud your pleased you had sex! you pleased a crowd you couldn't even remeber it but you thought it was good you come to me for help yet you were smug! you think it's cool we've both had a bad experience my sex was wrong you think yours was right I don't know how to feal about this my hearts torn for emotion should i feel sorry for your stupidity? or should i dismiss your please for help? it took you a week but you trusted me above everyone you told me i had to help I love you more than ever I feel we're the best friends we've ever been all i want to do is give you a big hug all i want is to be able to meet you