I should have never left my walled fortress,

I kept to myself and they left me alone,

I thought it was lonely within its stonewalls,

But it doesn’t compare to how I feel not that I’ve
left,

I never experienced love or friendship first hand,

But then she came,

She called to me to come out,

I was entranced by her angelic voice and I left,

I was outside though she was no where to be seen,

I turned around to return to my castle,

But the walls that took so long for me to build had
crumbled,

I had no choice but to venture into the unknown,

As I walked I found love and friends,

But as I soon discovered,

Life outside the walls was worse then within,

My friends abandoned me and love almost killed me,

I was left naked and cold in the world,

I never should have left the protection of my fortress,

I was never hurt,

I was never seen,

I was never heard,

Now people see my torment,

Now they heard me cry,

Now they hurt me without reason,

Now they laugh at me,

They put weight on my shoulder they knew I could not carry,

And I took it all,

Now I feel cold,

I hate the world,

I hate those who reside on it,

I am not the first to feel this way,

Others had given up on everything,

On love,

On friends,

On life itself,

I will not be like them,

I will rebuild my fortress,

Those who hurt me will be nothing more then faces in the
crowd,

Those I loved will be nothing to me now,

I will not speak to anyone,

I will not look at anyone,

I won’t so much as hear anyone,

No tear shall fall from these eyes,

No grief will cross my mind,

My heart will grow cold as ice and hard as diamonds,

No one will ever hurt me again,

I will be safe,

Within my fortress of stone,

I will be safe once again.

::i was in a bad mood, felt betrayed and stuff so yea this
just kinda came out..::