He made the sun shine, just by smiling at me, 
The fears melted away those times he was near, 
The hurt wasn't there each time we embraced, 
Now the happiness is fading with each falling tear. 

I just want to tell him how much he does mean, 
I wish he could see it, wish i could explain,
But now i look back on what could have been there now, 
A knife through my heart and the blood starts to stain. 

I just want him close, i want him as mine, 
I know that i'm selfish, but what difference does it make?
The fire is burning, the lights growing dim, 
When will i know? how long will it take?

Then came a day, the clouds they grew so dim,
I thought that i knew him, turns out i was wrong,
What did i do to deserve all this pain?
All the the love and the words, were they lies all along?