Why Now?

why tell me now? when did you know? was it the day when it began to snow? i wish you hadnt told me but im glad that i know even though theres only two days left time seems to be going so slow why didnt you tell me? the moment you knew well i want you to know that i love you too things would be different if you had just told me then i cant change it now i dont even know where to begin i want to be with you wherever i go i feel like a jerk and i've never felt this low why tell me now? when did you know? was it the day when it began to snow?