i want to give up
i want to go on
i want to run away
i want to stay
i want to live forever
i want to die today
i want to love you
i want to hate you
i want to drink
i want to stay sober
i want to cry
i want to smile
i want to try
i want to not even bother
i want to be loved
i want to be hated
i want to lie
i want to tell the truth
i want to be perfect
i want to have flaws
i want to know you
i want to have never met you
i want to hear you
i want to never listen
i want to suceed
i want to fail
i want to scream
i want to laugh
i want to have a heart
i want to give up my heart
i want to let you hurt
i want to help you
i want to fix my love
i want to let my love fail
i want to hate the world
i want to save the world



i need what i can't have 
and i have what i don't want