i want

i want to give up i want to go on i want to run away i want to stay i want to live forever i want to die today i want to love you i want to hate you i want to drink i want to stay sober i want to cry i want to smile i want to try i want to not even bother i want to be loved i want to be hated i want to lie i want to tell the truth i want to be perfect i want to have flaws i want to know you i want to have never met you i want to hear you i want to never listen i want to suceed i want to fail i want to scream i want to laugh i want to have a heart i want to give up my heart i want to let you hurt i want to help you i want to fix my love i want to let my love fail i want to hate the world i want to save the world i need what i can't have and i have what i don't want