I Miss You

You dont realize how much I miss you. You dont realize how I long to be with you. You dont realize how I miss hearing your voice. You dont realize how I miss you holding my hand. You dont realize how I miss you warming my feet and hands up with your hands, especially when they are cold. You dont realize how it felt to be just sitting next to you saying absolutely nothing. You dont realize how much my heart is in so much pain not seeing you or being with you. You dont realize how many days its been since I've heard from you or even seen you, but, I do. You dont realize how much I miss your sweet kisses upon my own lips. You dont realize how much it felt just to sit and talk to you about anything about life. I miss you so very much, and it hurts so much not seeing your sweet face or hearing your voice that I have grown to love so much. I wonder if you ever think of any of these or think of me at all. I feel so alone with nothing to do but sit in my room and just cry. I know I'm not alone though, that God is here with me comforting me, helping me when I feel sad or start to cry when I think of you and wonder what you are doing at this very moment. I think each time I leave work knowing your fixing to go to work and miss the times you've called me or I've called you to say hello and hope you have a wonderful day. I miss coming over to stay with you till I have to go to work and watching you watch me from your doorway as I drive off to work. I miss you just starring into my eyes or starring just at me while we wait for the food we ordered. I miss all these and more but mostly I just miss you. Gina 5/8/05