i gave you my heart and you handed it back
you just looked and walked away as it slowly turned black
red and beating was something of the past
for i knew this happiness would not last
too much pain has over come my life
not understanding what love is really like
wanting to trust the boys that care
but the second i do they aren't there
i need someone to love me before i drift away
never truely knowing how long i can keep up this sharade
nobody to hold me as my tears fall fast
nobody to keep me from living in the past
hoping like hell someone would help me
hoping like hell that anyone would see
not wanting to die at an age so young
but knowing that the pain has just begun
trying to look away as you hold her tight
wanting that to be me in your life
crying to myself the tears slide down
my knees give up as i slide to the ground