heartbroken

i gave you my heart and you handed it back you just looked and walked away as it slowly turned black red and beating was something of the past for i knew this happiness would not last too much pain has over come my life not understanding what love is really like wanting to trust the boys that care but the second i do they aren't there i need someone to love me before i drift away never truely knowing how long i can keep up this sharade nobody to hold me as my tears fall fast nobody to keep me from living in the past hoping like hell someone would help me hoping like hell that anyone would see not wanting to die at an age so young but knowing that the pain has just begun trying to look away as you hold her tight wanting that to be me in your life crying to myself the tears slide down my knees give up as i slide to the ground