How'd he do it?

A single movement of the finger, A twitch of the hand, A bang, a thud, then silence. He was able to pull the trigger, I'm left wondering how. Such a happy kid could do this, Could take his own life. On a cold Monday morning, In the bedroom of his house. A gun owned by his brother, Oh the guilt I can imagine, Of his parents, his sibling. Blaming it on themselves, Asking what they did wrong, How they raised him wrong. A single voice whispering, The sobs of a girl, An obituary in the newspaper, A devastated town. ~~ In loving memory of Cody Alacano, who took his own life on Monday, October 10, 2005...... we'll never forget him ~~