to tired to write,
to sad to sleep,
to betrayed to think,
to tearful to smile,
to caught up in thoughts to listen,
to wound up to resist the urge to scream,
to crazy to forgive,
to angry to forget,
to scared to go over,
to sickened to stop watching you kiss,
to bitter to realize your doing nothing wrong,
to twisted to realize my minds fucked up,
to stupid to make myself happy,
to ugly to be confident,
to stuck in fantasys and hope to use the knife in front of
me...