i'll hide the pain
just to see you smile one more time
as you grow out of your saddness
i sink deeper into mine

just turn the other way 
walk away from me
you should know the truth
yet you see only what you want to see

a black fire burns on
as you pass the torch
the pain is passed from you to me
as my heart begins to scorch

the smile on my face 
slowly begins to fade
no longer worrying about your cares
angry with you for the pain you have made

leading me out of the world
i am on my own now 
sitting in the rain so no one will see
sitting in the rain wondering how

taste the tears on my lips
as you lean down for one final kiss
the saddness pulls me deeper
until i am in my own abyss

i want to say the things that have never been spoken
i need you to know these things i feel
i want you to feel all the things i've felt
i need you to take me away from this pain so surreal