Feelings unspoken

i'll hide the pain just to see you smile one more time as you grow out of your saddness i sink deeper into mine just turn the other way walk away from me you should know the truth yet you see only what you want to see a black fire burns on as you pass the torch the pain is passed from you to me as my heart begins to scorch the smile on my face slowly begins to fade no longer worrying about your cares angry with you for the pain you have made leading me out of the world i am on my own now sitting in the rain so no one will see sitting in the rain wondering how taste the tears on my lips as you lean down for one final kiss the saddness pulls me deeper until i am in my own abyss i want to say the things that have never been spoken i need you to know these things i feel i want you to feel all the things i've felt i need you to take me away from this pain so surreal