i never had it in the first place!!!

why did i actually think you cared!!! it seems like you dont would you even noticed if i was to die? i dont think that you would why did i actually care about you? i dont know? im going to stop caring now cos all im getting is it thrown back in my face! and you wondered why i couldnt trust anyone!! people like you are the reason why! oh why did i think you would actually care! I just dont know! so fuck you for thinking you cared and fuck u for thinking that i cared to fuck you for all the feelings i ever felt for you! fuck you for just been you! i dont care anymore so fuck you im not running anymore you thought you were playin a game well guess what i was in it! i was playin the game to! so guess what i won u lost! i cant lose something that i never had!!