it did

i miss the way you held me close so i could hear your heart. i miss the way you squeezed me tight and you would never let go. i miss the way you looked in my eyes and got lost in their beauty. i cried that night when you told me it wasn't going to work. i died that night when you told me you still loved her. i knew it was true but i never let it come to. i was blinded by your love and now im scared to never love again. you were that one that was always there for me. i was comfortable around you and didn't care if you saw the real me. that doesn't happen to me alot so when it did i didn't want to loose it. but in my heart i knew i would and of course i was right. i asked you not to make my nightmare come true... you lied to me, because it did. --kayan