i miss the way you held me
close so i could hear your heart.
i miss the way you squeezed me tight
and you would never let go.
i miss the way you looked in my eyes
and got lost in their beauty.
i cried that night when you told me
it wasn't going to work.
i died that night when you told me
you still loved her.
i knew it was true but
i never let it come to.
i was blinded by your love
and now im scared to never love again.
you were that one that
was always there for me.
i was comfortable around you
and didn't care if you saw the real me.
that doesn't happen to me alot
so when it did i didn't want to loose it.
but in my heart i knew i would
and of course i was right.
i asked you not to make my nightmare come true...
you lied to me, because it did.

--kayan