Ironic Epiphany

The conundrum’s in the air, wandering if life is fair Was this all meant to be, or does some power hate me? And satellites of gold peering on me Watching and waiting Manipulating Destroying my serenity Chorus: And I’d do anything just to be held in your arms Life is like an ironic waterfall And I’d give anything to be just the one for you Indulge in the wine and sweet simplicity Indulge in forward steps from some sweet epiphany Not me, not me Burning on the ground, thundering in the sky Clouds have all rolled in, lightning hits my heart Everything around me will tease me Watching and waiting It won’t start raining Revealing arid reality Chorus Deep like the ocean came tsunamis to the shore What once was opened came every slam to every door It defied my optimism and all that I believed in It destroyed my intuition, leaving damned belligerent din This place could be one under immaculate Transportation left me in a tundra desolate I think this place is given too much credit Its not that I am suicidal, I just want to die Chorus Fall deep in life’s abyss, exiled from life’s bliss No embrace and no kiss, forget all I’ll miss And forget what love is Chorus And I’d do anything just to be held in your arms Life was never meant for someone like me I’d give anything to be just the one for you Nothing to indulge, no sweet simplicity Tired of looking back on what could be Life was never meant for someone like me Not me…not me 2002