you were the first 

my non-stop love

i didnt think it would come to this

i dont want to choose

because i think ill lose

the two last good things in my life

i wanted you 

you didnt care

so i moved on

you cant understand 

my feelings right now

i feel

torn

broken

lost  

and 

scared

i told him how i feel

theres been no reply

i hope hes ok

and i hope your growing up

remember my friend

i dont want us to end