Crying, as always

I'm sitting here again Crying, but what's new? It seems to be that crying Is all I ever do I've cried my love to you But you just didn't care I've cried my hate to you And now I just don't dare I messed it up before but I thought that it could be Fixed, patched up and once again Happy, you and me It was just for a while You said you loved me too I believed you, didn't know you Were lying through and through So then I tried to hate you Thought that would sort me out But it's still there, building up Until I have to shout I love you for gods' sakes! And I care so much, but you Think that I just don't mean it When, gods, I really do...