lets be new people
lets get new lives
lets be one of them
see through there eyes
wheres there pleasures
why do they enjoy
what they do
to us
to me and to you
why is it
they smile while i cry
why cant i walk alone
does it hurt them
to see me smile 
i wish i could smile
but it causes pain
the rules are final
the consequnces fatal
my scars
are deeper
my lies
nearerer insanity
my life
on the brink of destruction
because of them
i know its not right
what there doing
no matter how close they are to
their truth is one big lie
none of them
can accept the girl of mine on the inside
they hate individuality
it scares them
to think of things
different to what they are
im different
i scare them
but im like the spider on the wall
im much more frightened
of them
than they are of me