spiders

lets be new people lets get new lives lets be one of them see through there eyes wheres there pleasures why do they enjoy what they do to us to me and to you why is it they smile while i cry why cant i walk alone does it hurt them to see me smile i wish i could smile but it causes pain the rules are final the consequnces fatal my scars are deeper my lies nearerer insanity my life on the brink of destruction because of them i know its not right what there doing no matter how close they are to their truth is one big lie none of them can accept the girl of mine on the inside they hate individuality it scares them to think of things different to what they are im different i scare them but im like the spider on the wall im much more frightened of them than they are of me