dear shawn

how could you do this to me i thought we had something something special then you just left me be you left me alone alone in the cold alone in the ward being by myself is so damn hard. you say im the one to blame when i did nothing wrong. i dont wanna play this foolish game while you just sit there smoking from your bong. evan if i were to die i dont think you would care now its my turn to dare i dare to say goodbye.