the closest thing
i have found to heaven
is sitting there
talking to you.

and there isnt 
anything anyone can say
that will chnage this
that can take it all away.

deep inside
my fears of you i hide
i smile awkwardly and
hope that you're not
looking past me...

i don't know what
to say 
and i don't know how
to act
im just a lonelly girl
with a one minded track.

im not right
and she isnt wrong
here with you
i feel i belong.

and i guess
still when i speak
i feel the awkwardness
to you, i'll always be shy
but i feel like 
im something more
you make me believe
in myself...

look past the outside
and think within the deep,
the closest thing to heaven
i have found is sitting
here talking with you,
and that is a memory
i will always keep.

xoxo
Ellie J