Heaven

the closest thing i have found to heaven is sitting there talking to you. and there isnt anything anyone can say that will chnage this that can take it all away. deep inside my fears of you i hide i smile awkwardly and hope that you're not looking past me... i don't know what to say and i don't know how to act im just a lonelly girl with a one minded track. im not right and she isnt wrong here with you i feel i belong. and i guess still when i speak i feel the awkwardness to you, i'll always be shy but i feel like im something more you make me believe in myself... look past the outside and think within the deep, the closest thing to heaven i have found is sitting here talking with you, and that is a memory i will always keep. xoxo Ellie J