Friends

nothing can compare to the way you all bring me up and make me feel like i am something real every doubt you can concur and put aside its as if im really special deep inside. i thank you for sticking through all the crap and stupid things i say and or do. becuase underneath it all i love you and i hope forever this can stay real becuase you make me thigns i thought i couldnt ever feel ... more than once you've all saved my life especially one *smile* god. you're all so cool. and maybe writing when im trashed is a silly idea but i felt the need to express these thoghts. thank you. friends.. xoxo Ellie J freaind, relations... whatever the hell meatwad is