nothing can compare
to the way you
all bring me up
and make me feel
like
i am something real

every doubt you can
concur and put aside
its as if
im really special
deep inside.

i thank you
for sticking through
all the crap
and stupid things i say
and or do.

becuase underneath it all
i love you
and i hope forever
this can stay real
becuase you make me
thigns i thought i couldnt ever feel
...

more than once
you've all saved my life
especially one
*smile*
god. you're all so cool.

and maybe writing
when im trashed
is a silly idea
but i felt the need
to express these thoghts.
thank you.
friends..

xoxo
Ellie J
freaind, relations... whatever the hell meatwad is