I know your name, that is all,
But what is in a name?
Is the ice not ice if someone says its hot?
When ice all along has been claimed cold,
You are cold,
But it is from your heart; not name,
So i do know more about you.
You know about me, my strengths,
But that is not your aim,
Your aim is my weakness,
Your heart of pure ice speaks this,
I can see things you cannot,
I dont see the rain, i feel its freshness,
I dont see you, i feel your hatred inside.
You see me as easy prey,
A lion on a rabbit, me being a rabbit,
Living in harmony with all that surrounds me,
Everything is against you,
Your view on life is a pin prick,
Sharp as a knife, cutting into me,
Precise as the predator you come from.
My only question to you is why?
Why do you throw words like bricks?
Why do you eat my confidence?
Why do you beat, hit and hurt me?
I dont know what i have done,
I need to know, is it me, inside?
I am sorry for you, you deserve better.
Self-destruction, you have led me astray,
Look at what is left of me,
Is this why? You wish me to kill myself,
You long for me to suffer alone,
You wish to see traces of cuts and scars,
Broken limbs because i cant cope,
Do you want this?
You have broken my dreams, hopes, aspirations,
My life rotates around you deep inside,
And they say you once suffered like me,
I dont believe them, or you,
You dont have a heart, a soul,
My life belongs to you, you stole it,
I hope your satisfied. |