You see I fight this constant battle that never ends, that
battle is the will to live.Sometimes I wanna live, and other
times I don't.The battle never ends, the only way it'll end
is when I decide to go on living, or I decide to end my
life.At times I get so tired of life because of the fighting
that I endure.Then when everything dies down I praise for
joy but it never lasts long because someone becomes unhappy,
and the constant battle comes back again, and my pain begins
again.I try cutting the pain away but it only makes things a
lot worse.So the constant battle that goes on in my mind
will continue to go on until I decide to live or die.