The Constant Battle

You see I fight this constant battle that never ends, that battle is the will to live.Sometimes I wanna live, and other times I don't.The battle never ends, the only way it'll end is when I decide to go on living, or I decide to end my life.At times I get so tired of life because of the fighting that I endure.Then when everything dies down I praise for joy but it never lasts long because someone becomes unhappy, and the constant battle comes back again, and my pain begins again.I try cutting the pain away but it only makes things a lot worse.So the constant battle that goes on in my mind will continue to go on until I decide to live or die.