I Just Want To Forget

I've had a rough past and I just want to forget but I can't seem too.I just want to forget that my had a bad temper and would resort to his fists.Some say that it was nothing and that I should just move on, but I can't forget it because that left a deep scar in me.I just want to forget that my mom used to be a heavy alcoholic but its hard because she used to hit on me, I try to forget I really do but it never seems to work.I just want to forget that, I was and still am emotional abused.Most don't realize it hurts the kids later on, I don't mean in a physical way I mean in a mental way.I just want to forget everything that has ever happened to me, but I can't seem to muster the strength to.I even want to forget the night I almost killed myself but thats going to take sometime before I do.I just want to forget and finally be at peace.I don't want to forget the good times I've had, I just want to erase the bad times from my mind.