i'm not sure how it's done.
lightly spun and quickly cloaking
pressed against these blood-stained walls
i'm stunned and choking
on your beautiful presence.
lost in you i feel my innocence
and the suspense of you
inching closer.

as you take my breath
and lock it in around your belt
i swear you never felt me.
but you continue to tell me
it was worth your time.
out of body and out of mind
i have to wonder
was it really worth mine?

seeing stars; i'm still that far.
i don't know where we are.
should this have become black and white?
should we have started to fight
and forget those shades of grey?

it was always all inside
i still insist to try and hide.
i know you know
and i know it shows.
can't this burden just be my own?

the emotional cuts
and the bleeding masses
the irredescent glow of your smile;
the way society clashes.
i know it's all there
but you make it seem
that much more real.

you're always looking up
and you'll never find me there.
you're too high up now
and i know you'll never care.
even if you glanced down
you wouldn't find me around;
i'm too far underground.

buried alive
waiting for this pain to subside
it's killing me..
and you'll never see
but i know this our destiny..
oh, sweetheart.
this is our destiny sweetheart.
and it's ripping me apart.