never give up

Never give up, that’s what they always said, but why should I try at something we know could never work, why should I sit and wait, when I wanna get up and get around, doing things teenagers wanna do, I don’t wanna grow up, I don’t wanna love you no more. Whatever I had was always half yours I shared everything with you, if you wanted me to. Put on a fucking smile, that’s what they all said to me, makin me feel like I was overreacting, I lied, I sneaked around and I fucking helped you, I was always the one there to hold you when you got upset, when you needed to talk I was there to listen, now ur watching as my eyes glisten, you keep saying something but I don’t wanna listen cos I know whatever it is will make me forgive you, and I don’t want to. I never upset you meaning to anyway, and I always saw the good in you and told people how much you meant to me. Never give up, well screw them, cos I listened, and now look what’s happening. I listened to people who weren’t in my position and I regret doing it, because never giving up made me look stupid, in the very end. © copyright, RYDER CB X