Everything

After everything, everything we ever said, I still don’t understand you. After all the things you said to me, and I believed and said back, I still don’t understand why. Even now I can’t believe you were with me, for the whole night, and I still don’t understand why, you would want to lie. You always knew I could trust you, until then. After all the bullshit you fed me with, I still loved you and after all the tears you left me with, I still forgave you. I always wanted you to know how much you meant to me, and then I told you. Saying the same back to me, I guess I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. After everything I have ever felt, and after every time I have ever cried, I love you, still and I still don’t understand why. I guess it’s a question I will always ask myself, and never answer. © copyright, RYDER CB X