I hate the way you look at me, I hate the way you stare, I
hate the fact you say you care, but when I turn around your
never there. I hate the way I love you so much, cos you hurt
me so bad. But I never get angry with you no I never get
mad. I hate to have to argue, I hate to have to shout cos
having ago at u, well I deserve a clout. I hate the way you
hate me just because I care, I don’t want you to promise
you’ll always be there when you wont, don’t try to make
me feel, like all these feelings I have aren’t real. I
love you, so much, and im crying cos I feel so bad, I
don’t want you to hate me, I don’t want you to say you
care, I just want you to fucking be there.2 all u girls I
don’t wanna hear about Benny. P cos to be honest I wish
he’d just hate me, I hate the way he looks at your picture
on the front of my book and drowns on about you, I will stop
talking if you tell me to. I would die just so you would
never cry ever again, im your umbrella when it rains, a pain
killer, to kill the pains, I want you to hug me again to say
its all ok, I knows its not but please don’t walk away,
stay, I will make it worth your while I stand with you, like
a little child, I will look up to you, like my brother, I
would, I will sing you songs and play them just like I
should. I hate the way I don’t see you for days at a time,
cos I miss you, its not a crime, I would pay just to see you
everyday, I would love to spend some time with you, only if
you wanted to, but it would be alright, maybe you could stay
at mine on Friday night, cos really, theres no need to
fight, cos me and you can make it right, I love you, and
deep down you love me too, I would jump off a bridge if you
told me to x

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