i hate the way u look at me

I hate the way you look at me, I hate the way you stare, I hate the fact you say you care, but when I turn around your never there. I hate the way I love you so much, cos you hurt me so bad. But I never get angry with you no I never get mad. I hate to have to argue, I hate to have to shout cos having ago at u, well I deserve a clout. I hate the way you hate me just because I care, I don’t want you to promise you’ll always be there when you wont, don’t try to make me feel, like all these feelings I have aren’t real. I love you, so much, and im crying cos I feel so bad, I don’t want you to hate me, I don’t want you to say you care, I just want you to fucking be there.2 all u girls I don’t wanna hear about Benny. P cos to be honest I wish he’d just hate me, I hate the way he looks at your picture on the front of my book and drowns on about you, I will stop talking if you tell me to. I would die just so you would never cry ever again, im your umbrella when it rains, a pain killer, to kill the pains, I want you to hug me again to say its all ok, I knows its not but please don’t walk away, stay, I will make it worth your while I stand with you, like a little child, I will look up to you, like my brother, I would, I will sing you songs and play them just like I should. I hate the way I don’t see you for days at a time, cos I miss you, its not a crime, I would pay just to see you everyday, I would love to spend some time with you, only if you wanted to, but it would be alright, maybe you could stay at mine on Friday night, cos really, theres no need to fight, cos me and you can make it right, I love you, and deep down you love me too, I would jump off a bridge if you told me to x © copyright, RYDER CB X