Will I Ever

By wishing_on_stars •
will i ever have a normal life
will i live to see twenty-five
no one around to love me
there's family, but no boyfriend to be
never had my first kiss
i'm beginning to miss
things that i only hear about
in my mind there's only doubt
where is my life going
what should i be doing
i don't know how to choose
i have nothing precious to lose
what's the point in living
when you're never getting
they only take
for their sake
and i'm left alone
forever left on my own
Copyright 2005 JEM