I’m lying in bed
Figuring out all 
The things in my head
It’s so complicating
Baby, frustrating
And what I’m creating is…
B: a chaotic and sardonic kinda life
Anxiety, my priority to me
A confusing distribution in my life
But your loyalty and your piety to me
C: no wonder	         I’m falling down to Hades
In my head		 mother’s and screaming babies
Each other 		I’m lucky I’ve got someone
Daydreamer		but I live in a nightmare
I know you try to save me but I have to learn to save
myself
Save myself
I’m crying in bed
About all the
Sad things in my head
But then I laugh out loud
From everything, everything else
I’m still hesitating
Or am I just waiting….
And what I’m still creating is…
B
Cuz you are my angel
No matter where I go, I still know
You will always be the one
Who’d remember the way
And thank you
But I still need some freedom
I’ve gotta help me through
Help me
No wonder I’ve gone crazy
Help me
No wonder I’m a wreck
Save me
No wonder I’m still drowning
C
Save myself
2002