Save myself

I’m lying in bed Figuring out all The things in my head It’s so complicating Baby, frustrating And what I’m creating is… B: a chaotic and sardonic kinda life Anxiety, my priority to me A confusing distribution in my life But your loyalty and your piety to me C: no wonder I’m falling down to Hades In my head mother’s and screaming babies Each other I’m lucky I’ve got someone Daydreamer but I live in a nightmare I know you try to save me but I have to learn to save myself Save myself I’m crying in bed About all the Sad things in my head But then I laugh out loud From everything, everything else I’m still hesitating Or am I just waiting…. And what I’m still creating is… B Cuz you are my angel No matter where I go, I still know You will always be the one Who’d remember the way And thank you But I still need some freedom I’ve gotta help me through Help me No wonder I’ve gone crazy Help me No wonder I’m a wreck Save me No wonder I’m still drowning C Save myself 2002