Moving on Without Me

*I don’t wanna live this way With my head hanging down in impartial shame My hands are tied behind my back And I don’t wanna go on… If tomorrow’s today, and today becomes yesterday It’s movin’ on without me And if I lost myself but some stranger would find it Would it all make sense, or be strange to me And I can’t see through the rain Not comprehending the darkness Can’t follow the wind But would I ever want to? **Can’t listen to my mind Is it even my own? Is this just a waste of time? Or another time zone? My tear ducts have been abused My life’s been over used And it always seems to go the wrong way If I’m so unholy would my killing be wrongfully justified? It wants to be without me In ten years from this day would I have made it? It would have moved on without me But all I feel is rain Not comprehending the surreality Can’t float on the sea It just absorbs me (**) (*) And I don’t wanna go on My mind has been abused My hearts been over used And I don’t wanna go on So I won’t go on It always seems To be movin’ on With out me 2003