Happy Doom

By Sandwich Massacre •
Born as a single soul with no one to claim
I was despondent once before, but I won’t let it be the same
I divulged my presence, but lost an embrace
Tried to believe there was someone who knew my face
*And maybe it’s not that I am condemned
but just destined to walk with no one holding my hand
so I’ll make the best to disseminate my love
cuz I’ve got so much, maybe too much for just one
**So I’ll just go, into the sunlight
Until the moonlight, casts one shadow on the ground
Into the night, I’ll just be consumed
Until the stars, become part of my blood and veins
And then I’ll rest, beneath a tree
Until the lark sings, to this lone and aimless soul
To enjoy my life, embrace my life, love my life
And yet always be alone
And I’ll lead a pithy life even if I’m alone
Abstruse as it may be but I’ve never had a home
And as much as I could deprecate my life and self worth
I won’t have someone to hold me close but I will still be heard
2004