It Changes

By Mysti •
Fuck it all,
I'm sick of this.
You, your friends,
Stop asking why I miss
The shit you said,
The relationship we had.
The phone, I wait,
It never rings, I can't I can't
Just kick you out.
It's fucking STUPID
These feelings I have,
I'm sorry I'm sorry.
I need to say this.
Don't go away, don't leave
Me here, alone cold tired,
In this tragic world.
Otherwise I'll get wired
On drugs alcohol cutting.
Fucking stupid ways of
Leaving this world behind.
Anyway, the point.
I meant to say
You stupid fucking.....
Actually...... I'm sorry.......