I am through with this game
I am done with putting up with all this pain
LET IT RAIN
Wash me, make me clean again, set me free
let me live, let me be me.
I am alone, in a tiny box
like an animal, encaged in a zoo
im trapped and im screaming out for you
you could help me if you wanted to
but you stare, just like ur asleep
LET ME RUN
I am running, running away
but turning round, once again
to see all i have left is in pain
i am not the only one in this position
never realised you all hurt too
because it was only me i turned to
never let anyone else in
because i didnt see the point, now i do
i turn to you
LET ME SCREAM
I am screaming, my heart is too
we're all crying because we miss you
i am bleeding, the pain seeps through me
the echo hitting the walls
like my fist, that splips as i fall
i sit on the floor and pray once more.
Everyday i wake up
and i look at the ceiling and pray that im dreaming
LET ME CRY
I am crying, just sitting here whining
mumbling to myself because i have no one else
we all feel alone sometimes
but since you went, since you died..i've been alone
as a kid they always said, once you've loved someone
their never dead, but if thats true, where are you?
LET ME MISS YOU
I miss you, but i can hear you saying its gonna be ok
but i pray for a better day
i cant forget, the day was one i regret
i never will see you again, not until i die
i will return to your side, and we will smile down from the
sky.
I can hear you saying a get a grip
but everytime i get up, i start to trip
nothings gonna be the same, till you wake up.
I PLEADED
I pleaded you to wake up
shaking and crying and holding my face
felt like i needed space
but when i got it i fell apart
cos there was nothing left in my broken heart
and thats when the anger starts
I HATE NOW
I hate life now, cos its so cruel
one day your here, then you fall
unexpected, expected, or planned
death is hard, hard for those who you've left behind
but to all people, i'll remind, you were great
a second dad to me, and i thank you, with all my heart
although we are so far apart, we dont have to be
because i will think of you
as you smile down on me
watch me grow, watch me smile
watch me as i walk those miles
just dont leave and i'll be fine
because your in this heart of mine
its been repaired, i wont ever forget
but i wont cry, its over, and your gone
but i cant be guilty i've done nothing wrong
IM GONNA BE STRONG
Im strong, im here
for anywhere who stands near
dav n jack, anyone who
really, truely, misses you
i know i do.
R.I.P M.N, missed by me, my love is always with you, in
earth, as it is in heaven, never let it go, ever. The
daughter you never had, Ryder xx
copyright, RYDER CB X
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