I'm unnoticable

so i'm standing here again,
and i can't find you.
where the hell are you?
i've been looking for awhile now,
but ur nowhere.
everytime you come around i cry.
my heart falls into a million peices.
on the ground, you like to walk all over them,
laughing in my face over my pain.
someone save me from this torment.
is it really so unnoticable to you?
i'm bleeding all around you,
and you can't seem to find the wound.
why can't you see me for what i am?
instead of what i pretend to be.
for you i wear myself, while others see the mask.
but that's just not enough for you.
and i'm left here cryin out in pain.
i never meant to need you like i do,
or wish for just a word from you,
but you won't ease any of those wants.
how can you be so cruel and blind?
i thought it was obvious.
you used to notice,
but now for some reason you can't see me.
and hurts cause i know you probably never will again.
so today was ur birthday, and i didnt even get to say hi
never mind that.
it sucks cause i remembered,
while u probably don't know mine anymore.
please i'll begg if i need to,
just give me anytihng to show you remeber who i am,
not just what i look like.
anything to show me ur not completly gone.
so i'm standing here again,
and i can't find you.
where the hell are you?
i've been looking for awhile now,
but ur nowhere.