What was I thinking?
What was wrong with me?
Here I was, gradually sinking,
And you just watched me…

I fell for you like a star,
Oblivious to the pain you’d cause.
Amazing I was able to get this far
With out needing to just breathe and pause.

(Chorus)

I relied on you, could confide in you 
But you thought it was pretend
How can they say you fall into love,
When the falling really happens at the end?
I feel myself losing control over my emotions,
I’m drowning in this mind numbing pain
How can they say it’s a dream come true
When the real dream only appears
After the aching of the nightmare is through

I’m an idiot, this I already know
But since when do you take control of my life?
To me, you’re nothing but melted snow
Or the skin cut off by a rusty knife.

I wish I could just forget you all together
And everything that I thought you ever meant,
Besides, what’s so great about forever?
When forever isn’t anything but a goddamn argument?

(Repeat chorus)

Oh please…make me forget
Take this pain away from my heart…
How can I live life like this?
When it’s tearing my happiness apart? 

(Repeat chorus)

What was I thinking…?
What was wrong with me…?