Heal

you no longer make me bleed or feel bleak and like there is something i need. i tried once again to pour out my soul but it didnt help me, it obtained no goal. i felt childish and weak inside cold, dreary and bleak but i healed and moved on, and as much as i hate myself still, i won't let you make me feel ill. i wont let you drag that blade across my heart i wont let you taunt me or hurt me again, becuase im going to do it this time i'm going to forget and im going to move on and start new again. you've stared for the last time through these green eyes, im closing myself off, inside my shell i plan to hide. i leaned out to you and i tried to reach you instead you severed my arm and said "that aught to teach you" but i learned nothing, and glanced my gaze to you all that did was sting my eyes with tears and in my heart instil silent fears. but no more. none of that. guess what now... i'm going to heal. and with this problem, i'm finially going to deal. xoxo Ellie J