you no longer make
me bleed
or feel bleak
and like there is
something i need.
i tried once again
to pour out my soul
but it didnt help me,
it obtained no goal.
i felt childish and weak
inside cold, dreary and bleak
but i healed and moved on,
and as much as i 
hate myself still,
i won't let you
make me feel ill.

i wont let you
drag that blade across my heart
i wont let you
taunt me or
hurt me again,
becuase im going to do it this time
i'm going to forget
and im going to move on
and start new again.

you've stared for the last time
through these green eyes,
im closing myself off,
inside my shell 
i plan to hide.

i leaned out to you
and i tried to reach you
instead you severed my arm
and said "that aught to teach you"
but i learned nothing, 
and glanced my gaze to you
all that did was
sting my eyes with tears
and in my heart instil silent fears.

but no more. 
none of that.
guess what now...
i'm going to heal.
and with this problem, 
i'm finially going to deal.

xoxo
Ellie J