Gone

you are gone from my life and you are no longer my wife. we've seperated ways and sometimes i stop to think about you, becuase i still care, but more now i see for myself you're not all there. and i wish i could help but i tried and since have lost all hope i sincerely hope for you that you will see, and one day you can be truely happy. i can't let you go somehow and i don't want to. lloyd Banks and the G Unit freaks just arent as funny without you, and all the little inside jokes we used to have have moved on to a new crowd, but i cant find myself laughing just as loud as with you. i feel so awkward and wrong, like somehow i dont belong, but with you... i never felt quite this way. i have to say, that someday... i hope me and you can talk again, im sorry Michelle... that i fucked up and that I lost you. xoxo Ellie J