I am scared to let anybody in my heart again
it seems worthless
if somebody wants to get close
why? i ask myself
to hurt me?
to decieve me?
to trick me?
the thought that they might genuinely like me
dosen't enter my mind
maybe i shouldn't wear my heart on my sleeve anymore
and shut myself out from the rest of the world
that way i can't get hurt
it's hard to trust when you've been fucked over 
so many times
i've got sick of trying, sick of giving
all the love i've had to give
where has it got me?
absolutely no-where
most guys just want to use me
it's like i have a sign on my head
telling them to do it
why do they do it?
it pisses me off so much
i give out all my love, everything i have
and it's just been pointless
i keep thinking to myself, next time,
i should stop and think
before letting it happen again
be more aware, and stronger
easier said than done though
will it ever get better?
because i really can't understand why
I am broken but i just won't mend



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