The last time I’ll love you.

When u said those words, Did u feel me die? When you ripped my heart out, Did u hear me cry? Did you ever love me? Did u ever care? No one said love was easy, But your love wasn’t to share. Your love was kept, For…. her. Why choose her? The question I’ll ask forever more, Knowing that I would do anything for you, But I wont be your little whore. You’re under my skin, I can feel you, writhing underneath, Get out of my head, Get out of my fucking veins, Get me out of this feeling, Take me away from this pain. Your words are burned into my mind, “It wont make a difference if you never talk to me again” Well that difference is what you’ve got, You just lost me as a lover and a friend. I feel ashamed for telling you, Everything that I did, But I can’t help what’s inside, My feelings I should have hid. For every word I’m sorry, For every tear I cried, For every time I cut myself, For every time I wished I died. You’ll realise what you’ve lost, Just as time will help heal my heart, So this is the last time I’ll love you, This is my fresh start. Always and forever.