>>>SUICIDE<<<

Why don't you stare a little bit harder at him I don't think that he sees it Why don't you destroy all I ever had I don't think that I'll need it Cant take my mind off of you lately I need you like crazy Drive another stake into my heart I cant feel your love anymore Driving me crazier every night your gone and I cannot save you Leave me as I am so afraid desperate for anything tell me what is this for Why cant you just let me die, Its not like its suicide, Your all I need to survive.. You gave me life kept me alive I've been missing you every day that you've been gone Cant bring myself to see that I am the reason why Theres nothing left for me to say I cant believe your gone, My heart will never be the same no more Its like the moment you left everything I have followed you out the door And now I'm screaming at nothing Why cant you just let me die, Its not like its suicide, Thats all i needed to survive, And now I don't think that I'm alive Leave me as i am motionless laying on the bathroom floor Run away from your pain cause I cannot hurt you no more In your thoughts no your memories and your tears I am all you that you could see But now your gone and so far away from me "Why don't you stare at me like you stare him" Thats all I ever wanted to know Why couldn't I be the one to have your feelings show Paranoia feeding making my heart stop beating I just want everything to be back to the way that it used to be Why cant you just let me die, Its not like its suicide, Its not worth it to survive, Without my baby in my life.. Why would you think that I could ever let you go Its not like you didn't already know My heart was yours for the taking Now your sitting at home thinking that yours is breaking But I wont ever really let you go... Now it seems that you don't want me around Cant help it when my heart falls to the ground Just remember me when your sitting with him I cant take it no more I just got to let you know Why cant I just let it die, Why must I keep it inside, Feelings burning this life is hurting. Leaving me down on the ground Why cant you just say goodbye?