can you understand me?
the fear in ignorance
the fear in knowledge
is there no bliss?

and here is what we are
standing naked and cold
i guess you already know
that we end up dead and old.

all that God send to us
comes with a ribbon wovewn of blood
and toil
and here you see
we'll just end up
composting into soil.

nothing makes it better
nothing stops the fear
the feeling of falling.
nothing takes away the greif
except your face.

do you know whats to come?
does it bother you
am i insane?
nobody seems to fear
the death that is theirs
and yet i want something more
what the fuck is it im looking for?

im so angry over nothing
and i just feel like
going to eternal sleep now
and saying fuck it
i WONT do it tomorrow.

there is no tomorrow
its a path of dead ends
nothing is right
dont you get it?
can you understand me?

xoxo
Ellie J