Do You Know?

By <font color="purple">so_close_but_yet<font color="yellow">so_far •
Do you know the pain I'm going through?
Do you do it on purpose?
Do you enjoy it?
The firm grasp on my heart,
The pain and fears,
The nightmares and tears?
Do you want me to cry?
Do you want me to feel frustration?
Shall I die in the corner?
Wilt like a gothic rose,
Hang like a suicidal puppet?
So there I sit,
Scared and sad,
fullfilling your wishes,
Whatever you want, I'll do it,
I love you, Will.
© Sasha. I'm feling misrable today, PLEASE e-mail me today at [email protected] Cause I'm seeing him tommorow at school. I'm really scared. xxx