Loving you should have never been right but I loved you till
it was,
Nothing you did could ever have been wrong at least not in
my eyes,
You struck me down till my tear soaked eyes met the ground,
But still I stayed, waiting around for more lies,
If you said the sky was purple, I would've agreed,
I was always ready, 
Aiming to please,
If  you said my hair was too dark I would have dyed it
blonde,
Just so you would be happy,
My soul had become lost to yours,
There was no more me just you,
How did it ever get this way?
How did I fall so bad?
I remember the days I swore to God,
That no man could ever hurt me that hard,
There would be no love strong enough to mkae me stay and
feel the pain,
But that was before I met you,
Your sex wasn't all that great,
You weren't the finest thing in the world,
Somehow though I fell for your game,
Taking every lie and twisting it to the truth in my mind,
I was your puppet,
I was your fool,
I wish it could have been changed,
How I felt about you,
The things I allowed you to do to me,
There was never enough strength in me to leave you,
So I waited till you left me,
But even then I wanted you back again,
Even after all the tear filled nights,
I couldn't stand to be without you,
What a twisted heart I had inside,
To love what hurt me the most,
What made me cry,
What had consumed and controlled my life,
And still I continue to miss having you in my life.